The way its going now.

Because I cant think for myself these days

For us.

You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

I will make the right decision...

Moving forwards

or is it backwards?

I will make the right choice

I think

Welcome to crazy town.

I've been living there a while now, but today I got it confirmed.

post secrets

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All I've got

I wrote you a poem instead

Hard Rubbish Shopping

Tonight while driving home from work I saw these babies sitting on the side of the road.

So, I thought about it for a couple of hours, tried to get someone to come help me pile them into the car etc etc. But after no real offers of help, I decided to go and get them all by myself.

I must say that I do enjoy all of my pieces of collected furniture and other things that I have found over the past few years.

If these were a little less rough around the edges they would be perfect, but they wouldn't be sitting on the side of the road I guess. Oh well, I shall make them mine.

Weddings and CanCans

Today my friend got married. I am very happy for her.

Yet I am bitter about my own future.

just don't forget your towell

I'll take tea

So thats how you do it...

Looks like ive been doing it all wrong for a very long time now.

I can shine...

boys are dumb and fun to anger

I'll give you a scenario

Two P platers sit at a red light, waiting.

One drives a new, gold Holden Commodore, decked out with tinted windows, spoiler and all the other trimmings. A passenger in the front seat and listening to Down by Jay Sean, singing loud with the windows down.

The other drives a white, 1989 Toyota Camry, a little bit of dirt on the side and a blue rose on the dashboard, a white sun hat sits on the back seat. Through a pair of three dollar speakers, Southernmost by The Lucksmiths plays on a borrowed mp3 player. She drinks a cup of tea from a travel mug and winds up her window.

The light turns green, as they take off, the gold Commodore speeds off and winds through the traffic and out of the white Camry's sight. The white Camry sticks to the speed limit.

Question: Who is cooler?

blog?

there. I blogged.

no internet and no food makes miffy something something... go crazy? dont mind if i do...





atleast i have lamp

soon

Moving out soon. Should be fun.
my room, it has awesome wall paper, and green carpet, and nice curtains. Nothing in the house matches and I think its wonderful.
And today I bought a moose to guard my room until it houses more stuff... right now he is just sitting there waiting. Best .95c I ever spent.

Its about time something interesting happened in my life, I think this is the start of it all.


I'm going to start packing things now... I think Ill start with books, the important things.

fixed

its fixed. it drives. it feels good.

finally

got my P's

now to driving.. when dad fixes the hole he put in the car...

little pet peeves

There is always atleast one small thing in ones house which will constantly annoy you, yet you do little to make the problem go away...

For me, it is my hot tap in the kitchen.
Every time I turn it, it falls off, I get angry and yell at it, and put it back on... but do nothing to fix the problem for next time.

This makes me laugh and realise how much my house is falling down around my ears.